Sunday Blustery Sunday

In a follow up to yesterday’s rambling about gardening and reading the future, today has been mighty productive.

In giardino

Eager to enjoy some outdoors time, I put on the layers and headed out just at midday. The air temperature is about 32 F; mostly clouds and a pretty steady wind at 10 mph. The first thing I see are the low bush blueberries on the little hill. Meadow hay covers about half of their branches. Oh! I usually bundle them up by Christmas day. Into the shed I went to surround them with the last of the mulch, burlap wrap and tied by string. Here’s the before and after photos. They are deep in dormancy and need some protection from cold and wind. This pile looks like a great escape for country mice. A nice shelter close to the bird feeder!

The blueberries love a heavy feed of organic matter in the early spring. Sometime around April, hopefully, the burlap will be removed and gradually, the hay. In late May, I’ve got to remember to check for gypsy moth caterpillars. For some reason, the pests love to feast on the middle shrub. They get on the others but two years ago, almost completely defoliated the middle one. Last summer, they came back and got going again. There’s a spray I use to knock down the killers but it’s got to go on when they are seen swinging in the wind, not when they are full size chomping away at the tender green leaves. The leaves have returned but the plant cannot survive this type of attack and regrowth in one season too often. The heavy feeding has produced some yummy little berries the last few years.

I gave an hour and half to chopping out a layer of ice on the driveway. It’s about an inch thick and unforgiving. Man is that frozen. Chip, chop and scoop it away. Made more room for another snow day. No pruning, my back and fingers got a bit sore. I had to wham away at the stuff with the ice chopper and shovel.

I know it’s time to go in when I get either cold feet or a shiver. I had a mild combination of all those signs when I quit.

Past, Present, Future

Instead of just pulling cards randomly, I made a ritual out of reading the tarot today. The cards were surrounded by blooming cyclamen and all the owl beeswax candles I’ve made lately.  The sunshine also blessed it for several hours. Later on, here’s what came out when I said, past, present and future; What’s the story?

Past – Sun upright
Present – Fool upright
Wands 3 – upright

What a cool spread! Yes, in the past I enjoyed riding a horse, being outdoors, and giving into the pleasure of sunshine and sunflowers. Life was good

The Fool! To me, this card says it’s okay to daydream and look forward to new horizons, but look where you are going fool, else you’ll fall right off the ledge.

Wands Three – A card of maturity and again, looking towards a bright horizon. A gaze fixed on boats in the harbor sailing away. I’m not on them. But, look at the staffs beginning to sprout leaves.

This spread is auspicious and talks about joy, carefree days and leading the way.

Blessings on such a winter’s day.

Ode to 2019

And so, the last day of the year has arrived. It’s just after sunset on a cold day here in West Brookfield. The wicked sleety, ice storm left a pile of frozen slush ankle deep. The early evening show of thunder and lightening yesterday was bizarre. Still, the lights stayed on, the howl and spatter only rattled the windows.

Stellina and Tesoro emerge from slumbers long enough for breakfast, dinner and a quick run around chasing old shoelace “snakes”. A lucky life they have here. Soft blankets to purr on. A welcoming voice to greet them should they arise.

The house is starting to feel too small now. We just turned back towards the light. The feeling of stuck inside prevails. Last week, the wild forsythia patch felt the nip of sheers. A new short limb saw is ready to continue the task. A few afternoons, it was clear and almost warm. On Saturday, it was so balmy, I sat out on my beach chair for a few minutes, feeling the sun’s rays on my face. Sunning in December? From calm and friendly to roaring frost, it changes so fast here. It’s a long way to go. January will be what? I think January’s full moon is called snow Moon.

What happened in 2019? A big big ouch in the back. It hurt a lot. Horses, there were horses some of the time. The dream has to slumber for now. The spirit wants to go, but the body is tired. And, the want keeps getting buried behind the needs. I did what I could. I’ll do what I can.

Tesoro has been the biggest surprise of all. He came home in January 2017. A three year old house cat who was afraid. Afraid of everything. He wasn’t like that in the cat shelter. He was big eyed and playful. He hid under the bed for four months, only emerging from time to time for company. So cautious! So sensitive! Almost three years it’s taken for him to decide it’s okay to sit next to me on the couch. The last month, he decided it’s fun to cuddle with Mom. He’s happy. He looks up with his big eyes with happiness deep inside. This summer, he finally joined us outside in the backyard. I caught him sneaking out the front door and coming down the side yard. Suddenly, the big scary basement was okay. Every weekend, he came outside to walk on the grass, or watch from the doorway. The beast came out as he chased a grey squirrel up a tree. He’s whole! Tesoro accepted us! It just took almost three years, but he loves his new home.

So, any plans for tonight? I’m a quiet soul. Crowds and cold are no fun. Star Wars! The Skywalker saga may have come to some sort of end lately, but Luke will always be there. Maybe it’s time to watch “A New Hope” where it all began so long ago. Tomorrow, we’ll take that fine long walk in the fresh air tomorrow. Plans are on for the afternoon. Thick boots, thick gloves and socks will rule the day.

After that, it’s back to the grind. How lucky I’ve been to have this early winter break. To be quiet for days. To sleep in everyday. To enjoy home! To visit. To be warm and safe. The streets outside are quiet already. Only light traffic goes by. People are doing what they do. I’m hopeful to see another winter, another storm, another day.

Lady Slipper in Bloom

Once in a while now, a morning comes along with a clear sky and a memory of solace. Honeysuckle in bloom along the roadway tosses about in the breeze. Where they always so lush?

Late May is when the forest pixies emerge from under the owl’s wings to tiptoe along the mossy stones. The roots and rocks are worn down now. Trees close the path a bit now. Sapling oak has been fearless. Look how tall you have grown!

The little frog pond has swamped over the gravel path. Hoof prints of horses appear in the mucky soil. Oh! so are my shoes! Carry on, it’s been so long since we came back to this sacred space. A little wet foot won’t mind.

The path winds into young woods, past the busy brook spilling from the old mill pond. Settlement is long gone. Now deer, fox and rabbit tread here.

Up the hillside passing ferns grown gorgeous green. A light violet flowered wild geranium emerges to please the eye. Up and up to the top of the rise. Down and down sliding along the rocky way. Into the sacred groove.

The trail leads on. There is nothing ahead and nothing behind. All is wild. Tree limbs rub and creak above. Flies and gnats visit. Where are they? Once a year, the dear slippers are lost, left clinging onto a shoe rest waiting for the owner to return.

I suppose, to the ordinary eye it looks like pink lady slipper in bloom. Others of us know she passed this way, She was here dancing under the starry sky with her band. The sprites wear the finest silk slippers. So light are they with princess feet almost floating above the ground.

The May dance is almost over. Glad am I to return to these noble woods. My oldest and best friend. How much was left behind here! How much solace has been found along the trail. So much has changed. I got distracted by music, travel, a home and horses. Nothing has changed. Oh there’s more grass on the trail I suppose. Not many feet pass this way?

A day of delight. Walking along with a stout stick to help the old legs get along. We brought no gift. We took nothing out except happiness. The unknown sorrow of many a long night left in this place. The reassuring solace of woodland ways

Blessings, to see lady slipper in bloom A most rare and beautiful day.