Sunday Blustery Sunday

In a follow up to yesterday’s rambling about gardening and reading the future, today has been mighty productive.

In giardino

Eager to enjoy some outdoors time, I put on the layers and headed out just at midday. The air temperature is about 32 F; mostly clouds and a pretty steady wind at 10 mph. The first thing I see are the low bush blueberries on the little hill. Meadow hay covers about half of their branches. Oh! I usually bundle them up by Christmas day. Into the shed I went to surround them with the last of the mulch, burlap wrap and tied by string. Here’s the before and after photos. They are deep in dormancy and need some protection from cold and wind. This pile looks like a great escape for country mice. A nice shelter close to the bird feeder!

The blueberries love a heavy feed of organic matter in the early spring. Sometime around April, hopefully, the burlap will be removed and gradually, the hay. In late May, I’ve got to remember to check for gypsy moth caterpillars. For some reason, the pests love to feast on the middle shrub. They get on the others but two years ago, almost completely defoliated the middle one. Last summer, they came back and got going again. There’s a spray I use to knock down the killers but it’s got to go on when they are seen swinging in the wind, not when they are full size chomping away at the tender green leaves. The leaves have returned but the plant cannot survive this type of attack and regrowth in one season too often. The heavy feeding has produced some yummy little berries the last few years.

I gave an hour and half to chopping out a layer of ice on the driveway. It’s about an inch thick and unforgiving. Man is that frozen. Chip, chop and scoop it away. Made more room for another snow day. No pruning, my back and fingers got a bit sore. I had to wham away at the stuff with the ice chopper and shovel.

I know it’s time to go in when I get either cold feet or a shiver. I had a mild combination of all those signs when I quit.

Past, Present, Future

Instead of just pulling cards randomly, I made a ritual out of reading the tarot today. The cards were surrounded by blooming cyclamen and all the owl beeswax candles I’ve made lately.  The sunshine also blessed it for several hours. Later on, here’s what came out when I said, past, present and future; What’s the story?

Past – Sun upright
Present – Fool upright
Wands 3 – upright

What a cool spread! Yes, in the past I enjoyed riding a horse, being outdoors, and giving into the pleasure of sunshine and sunflowers. Life was good

The Fool! To me, this card says it’s okay to daydream and look forward to new horizons, but look where you are going fool, else you’ll fall right off the ledge.

Wands Three – A card of maturity and again, looking towards a bright horizon. A gaze fixed on boats in the harbor sailing away. I’m not on them. But, look at the staffs beginning to sprout leaves.

This spread is auspicious and talks about joy, carefree days and leading the way.

Blessings on such a winter’s day.

The Year of the Yard

Such a gloomy wet day in early winter. Almost 4 o’clock in the afternoon and already dusk. The two felines had an early dinner and are snoozing peaceful on the sofa already. How bright their eyes are lately. Happy cats!

January 4 it is. By my side, forsythia blossoms are bright yellow on their cut stems. All the pruning late December. I saved stems and hoped for this gift. Pure yellow tender flowers that no bee will visit. Some buds have three flowers! Little four petaled stars. No fragrance comes forth. Out the window, all is piles of melting snow.

What will this year bring? An ad for a card reader said $20 for 15 minutes. WOW! I’m sure there’s a skill to every profession. But, the want is overwhelmed by the need. I need pears, batteries, a new calendar and a haircut. I got all that but still, what’s in the cards?

I have a Deck of Shadows by Scott Grossberg. Shuffle, shuffle with no question asked. The card that appears is “Rivalry Five of Clubs – upright. Rivalry: Competition, Parity, Argument. Contention and challenge with someone or something you hope to defeat, polarized combatants.” Since I am not in conflict with anyone or anything at the moment, it is talking about the future? Five hours, days, weeks or years? The card shows two men fighting with each other. Big strong beefy guys.

A second card is pulled asking for clarity. “Forbidden Love Ace of Hearts – reversed. Forbidden Love: Seduction, Triangle, Detachment. Being lured or influenced by someone who or something that arouses your hopes, desires and urges, victory requires overcoming enticement.”

A baffling reading. As I am not involved with a man, men or in a situation such as this is describing, it conjures confusion. I suppose I didn’t concentrate properly. Gave it a minute, got this. The second card is reversed. There’s a greater chance I may be witness to some sort of temptation but realize I’m stepping on slippery ground. We’ll see.

Year of the Yard

This ramble is about setting some plans in motion for the year. Garden, this will be the year of the garden. I give it attention, but let things slide. If my back is in agreement, I’ll start the infamous to do out there plan. My new calendar has lots of planning space. So, let’s go.

The forsythia pruning project got set aside due to weather. If it’s clear tomorrow afternoon, I’ll get out there and continue pushing that wild space into loveliness. Forsythia can be lovely. Graceful long stems that swayin the wind. The first shrub to bloom in spring. Months away outdoors, but right here indoors today.

Today, I made a little owl beeswax candle. It’s so lovely to have these charmers around the house. This one has someone’s name on it. The person is kind inside and out. She gives and is happy with just that. This token of thanks will hopefully be accepted. I am grateful for attention freely given.

Blessings on such a winter’s day.

 

Ode to 2019

And so, the last day of the year has arrived. It’s just after sunset on a cold day here in West Brookfield. The wicked sleety, ice storm left a pile of frozen slush ankle deep. The early evening show of thunder and lightening yesterday was bizarre. Still, the lights stayed on, the howl and spatter only rattled the windows.

Stellina and Tesoro emerge from slumbers long enough for breakfast, dinner and a quick run around chasing old shoelace “snakes”. A lucky life they have here. Soft blankets to purr on. A welcoming voice to greet them should they arise.

The house is starting to feel too small now. We just turned back towards the light. The feeling of stuck inside prevails. Last week, the wild forsythia patch felt the nip of sheers. A new short limb saw is ready to continue the task. A few afternoons, it was clear and almost warm. On Saturday, it was so balmy, I sat out on my beach chair for a few minutes, feeling the sun’s rays on my face. Sunning in December? From calm and friendly to roaring frost, it changes so fast here. It’s a long way to go. January will be what? I think January’s full moon is called snow Moon.

What happened in 2019? A big big ouch in the back. It hurt a lot. Horses, there were horses some of the time. The dream has to slumber for now. The spirit wants to go, but the body is tired. And, the want keeps getting buried behind the needs. I did what I could. I’ll do what I can.

Tesoro has been the biggest surprise of all. He came home in January 2017. A three year old house cat who was afraid. Afraid of everything. He wasn’t like that in the cat shelter. He was big eyed and playful. He hid under the bed for four months, only emerging from time to time for company. So cautious! So sensitive! Almost three years it’s taken for him to decide it’s okay to sit next to me on the couch. The last month, he decided it’s fun to cuddle with Mom. He’s happy. He looks up with his big eyes with happiness deep inside. This summer, he finally joined us outside in the backyard. I caught him sneaking out the front door and coming down the side yard. Suddenly, the big scary basement was okay. Every weekend, he came outside to walk on the grass, or watch from the doorway. The beast came out as he chased a grey squirrel up a tree. He’s whole! Tesoro accepted us! It just took almost three years, but he loves his new home.

So, any plans for tonight? I’m a quiet soul. Crowds and cold are no fun. Star Wars! The Skywalker saga may have come to some sort of end lately, but Luke will always be there. Maybe it’s time to watch “A New Hope” where it all began so long ago. Tomorrow, we’ll take that fine long walk in the fresh air tomorrow. Plans are on for the afternoon. Thick boots, thick gloves and socks will rule the day.

After that, it’s back to the grind. How lucky I’ve been to have this early winter break. To be quiet for days. To sleep in everyday. To enjoy home! To visit. To be warm and safe. The streets outside are quiet already. Only light traffic goes by. People are doing what they do. I’m hopeful to see another winter, another storm, another day.